Paradiso~ what a hard word to define: The state after passing my supplementary exam? Reading my favourite passage (121) of the Psalm? Or indulging in the sweet comfort of my family? In general, I would describe myself as a very lucky person, and the first 21st years of my life has been mostly happy. But as is true for everyone, as we grow up we begin to feel the world a little less secure, a little less hopeful. Well, these are only thoughts in your head, yeah? Sometimes I feel really lost when something goes the other direction than i'd like to, but in the end as it came to me, it actually doesn't mean I cannot do anything about it?! The one thing that I can do is to change my attitude towards it. At that moment it probably occurs to you that it wouldn't work, but then and again, if you don't try, you won't know...